MAR MAY BE NAUGHTY BUT SHE'S A GOOD GIRL

RECENTLY...THE COME BACK!

2009-03-25T02:05:00.005+08:00

Long time no blogging. *sigh* What can I do? I’m so busy that I can hardly sit, list down & type the things that I have done these days. Someone had been complaining that this blog have fallen in the black hole of MARS RED UNIVERSE because of my long time no updating events. My bad. I even decided to delete this blog but after I reconsidered it, this is one of my ways to stay connected with KB aliens & frens so nda jadi & now, I’m squeezing to blog so to anyone who ever wondered if I’m dead already due to the long long disappearance, you’re wrong because I’m still alive & breathing people!

First of all, I completed my HECAS before the extended dateline on 15 March. For you info, I applied ITB in HND, 1st choice: Business Management & 2nd choice: Business Marketing. Both business department. Maybe after the June results, I probably change my mind to take other course. Not sure yet.

Secondly, my statement of entry for this June A level exam is already out but the timetable not yet. Anyway, below are the important dates:
>Business Studies [19 May & 5,9 June 09],
>Economics [5, 10,11,12 June 09],
>Mathematics [13,18,27,29 May 09],
Business & Economics clash on 5th June which is on Aina’s birthday. Aina jinx! Nadawah JK dear. [ Aina, If you’re reading this ‘HAPPY ADVANCE BDAY’, just in case I’m busy & forget to greet you on that day].

About my everyday life, super busy plus now, I’m moving house so equal to SUPER DUPER BUSY! We’re renting other house that is NEARER to the main road, mosque, shops [ hampir gerai NASI KATOK lagi tu, bleh jalan kaki. Hehee], closer & friendly neighbourhood so now, I think I can jog or cycle around there in the afternoon & maybe, just maybe ehem…lose some weights.

About my work, nothing much…because I took days off because I need to prepare for the coming June exam.

About my tution classes, so far so good.

About my guyfriends & girlfriends, I miss them a lot. We can hardly meet, hang out & chit chat like we used to be. But I’ll find some other time to squeeze. Promise! >..<

About my boyfriend, crushes, admires…Nah, lets just put them aside. Next time.

About what else? Cant’t think of any so I guess atu saja. Lame? Better that nothing. [Kira mahal masih kan ni?]

[P/S: REMINDER ON 5th APRIL EVENT TO THOSE WHO MAY CONCERNED]

TAGGED BY MY DARLING, NORA.

2009-03-25T01:58:00.006+08:00

What If Your Ex Ask these..?

1. Why did you let me go?
--> For our own good…

2. I still love you.
--> Sweet of you but I’m not buying it.

3. When did we last talk?
--> Ages ago?

4. Will you go out with me?
--> Only if you pay all the expenses on the day we go out but it doesn’t mean that we go back.

6. I cannot keep my promise to you.
--> Kediaku jua.

7. My friends say we don't look good together.
--> Glad that we’re not together anymore.

8. You have changed.
--> Oh.

9. Can we get back together?
--> Sori.

10. Oh, I know what this is all about. You found someone else.
--> Tau takpe.

11. Don't you realize? You were the one who hurt me!
--> Really sori.

12. How can u forget our memories??
--> Past is past. You’ve got to move on.

13. I will always love you.
--> Up to you.

14. Would you die for our love?
--> BIG NO NO!

15. You jump, i jump... remember?
--> Oh please. Not applicable in real life.

16. Kiss me to break the curse if i sleep for a hundred years.
--> GO DIE LA YOU!

17. Whats the difference between me and Him/Her?
--> He loves me more & he is better than you.

18. I saw you last night with your boyfriend/girlfriend.
--> Oh.

19. Without me, your life wouldnt be complete.
--> Over jua eh. Perasan sungguh!

20. Why are you doing this to me!?
--> Ask yourself.

[if you noticed, there was no number 5]

P/S: Only applicable to ex that is such a PRICK!

TAGGED BY NABIL

2009-03-25T01:13:00.006+08:00

Write your full name with your ELBOW.. NO BACKSPACING!!!

First shot:
MARDDINAZHB HAN AFIAHN

Nda puas hati so tried for the 2nd time:

MARDINAH HANAFIAH

P/S: I didnt type my fullname. Biar mahal sikit. & I'm not tagging anyone on this pasal I know almost everyone udah kana tag yg sama.

HECAS HECAS HECAS

2009-02-22T18:13:00.010+08:00

Yesterday, Zimah & I melepak at Mamih Bunut to complete the HECAS thingy. Actually, Zimah siap plang dah ganya kediaku yg alum yatah minta dangani ia melepak di sana menolong kediaku membuat & together kami stress waiting betapa laggingnya HECAS atu.

Membuat HECAS ani makan kd8 yatah sampai my kd8 sakit tenat udah di ICU menunggu ‘oxygen’ at the end of this month. Mana nda, 1 programme $5 then banyak lagi in4 yg digunanya , segala no IC parents, passport, results, subject codes yatah tepaksa kediaku menelefon 2-3 org pasal keadaan darurat ani. HECAS tutup on 28th yth nah Mar baru tah berabut last2 minit. Padan muka kd8 tinggal cents.

Unlucky me, my HECAS nda dpt siap kemarin pasal websitenya lagging batah kan mati sampai kan dkat Maghrib, Zimah’s family udh dtg & ia mesti balik pasal ia kan bejalan ke umh nenenya lagi & kediaku pun jua tpaksa balik sebelum malam makin tua. Apakan?

OTW balik, kediaku top up kd8 $10 lagi & malamnya mencuba membuka HECAS sekali lagi lagging kan mati then kediaku cuba lagi dlm kul 2 ke 3 am masih jua lagging sampai my eyes & kepala paning lalat so I decided to sleep. Menyumpah ku HECAS ah, bankrupt olehnya nda jua complete & besubmitt my application. Cuba teka tinggal berapa my kd8?

Ani kediaku still struggling to complete this hecas thingy. Mudahan jua siap b4 closing date on 28th. AMINNNN Bah atu tah saja dulu my post buat masa ani, busy & mentel ku nyanta.

UPDATING MY LIFE

2009-02-07T14:02:00.002+08:00

A level results were already out more than a week now, well, I didn’t get thru so I’m retaking my exam this June. I admit that I’m so upset about this, obviously, duh, watching my frens busy with the UNI stuffs, researching UNIs & chopping certificates thingy while me just smile & stare, keep on saying ‘Go on, I’ll catch up you guys later’ coz I was busy with the retaking form & arranging tution stuffs. This is why I didn’t update my blog for a long time since January. Feeling devastated but then I’m able to stand on my feet & struggling to get back on track with the help & support from my beloved families & friends. Thanx all. XOXO

Realising that I must not continue wasting my time, crying or mengusut about this disaster, I carried out my backup plan, that is having faith & restarting all over again. I’m retaking my exam in June & taking tution classes at night somewhere around Qlap (Bxxxxx) with hopes that this tution able help me out cause my tchers in MD are kinda not suggesting me to repeat at skol. They told me “Mar, you got the stuffs already. You revise intensively sendiri saja”, yeah, but hell, I need guides & helps so what can I do is only by gambling my money at Tution skol.

Last nite was my 1^st tution nite for business studies. In my class, all girls NO BOYS so that is cool. I mean, no distractions though there some cute guys having Maths tution next to my business class but believe it or not, I don’t even cuci my mata at them. HAHA I have to stay focus cause I have to catch up my LUCKY STAR b4 it’s gone too far away from me.

During class, surprisingly I’m not sleepy like I always used to be in MD, maybe because my tutor keep on talking in a waking up voices but she’s nice so far. Well, I’m not sleepy but just feeling a bit hungry during the lesson. Thank God that there’s a 15 min break so I ran downstairs & grabbed some donuts from a bakery shop. I ate at the staircase alone. This reminds me the feeling of being a freshbie in MD on my 1^st day about 2 years ago, all alone, but then luckily, I got along & making frens with my superbrandnew classmates so I’m just alone for few minutes when after that we started to talk, laugh & study together. ALHAMDULILLAH, better than my 1^st day in MD. Fewh. Class went well till we finished at around 9.30pm & then I went home. Actually I expected that I’ll be exhausted after the class but it turn out that I’m not, plus, my lucky star was shining brightly on me last night so yeah, I was over the moon till I fell asleep counting million of stars at the sky of love while I know already which one is my star, just for me.

TAGGED BY LEEN

2009-02-07T13:59:00.002+08:00

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

-Sweet-

-Nice person-

-Supporting friends-

-good friend-

-caring-

-respectful-

-has cute smiles-

-terer blogging-

-good adversory-

-has a common with me, LOVE ice-creams-

(^_^)(=';'=)

the person who get tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

-LOVE SI BINTANG-

-ICE CREAM OREO ADDICT-

-ANTI MATHS-

-love collecting earrings-

-hates writing essays-

-easily get panic-

-HAPPY GO LUCKY-

-all time wannabe-

-not a liar BUT I’M AN EXAGGERATOR-

-DENIAL-

PS: IM NOT GONNA TAG ANYONE THIS TIME COZ I BET EVERYONE IS BUSY WITH SKOL STUFFS, RIGHT?

SPECIAL REPLY TO AZAM'S POST

2009-02-07T13:55:00.001+08:00

1.Kalau bini2 lawa pendiam
Laki2nya akan cakap: woow, ayuuu hantap...
kalau bini2 nda lawa pendiam
Laki2 akan cakap: eh perasan tah tu control ayu...

2.kalau bini2 lawa berbuat jahat
Laki2nya akan kata: ah. Tantu ia kana fitnah
kalau bini2 nda lawa berbuat jahat
Laki2 akan cakap: andang... muka pun nda manith!

3.kalau bini2 lawa defense laki2 yg dikacau
laki2 akan cakap: wah.. daringnya…HOT GILERRR!
kalau bini2 nda lawa menolong laki2 yang dikacau

Laki2 akan kata: sibuk ja jua bini2 ani, minta kana puji...

4.kalau bini2 lawa couple dengan lelaki hensem

Laki2 akan kata: couple of the year lah, cis jelesss ku...
kalau bini2 nda lawa couple dengan lelaki hensem
Laki2 akan kata: Aii! Hensem gi aku wah boiprennya ah, mesti kana guna2ie bini2 ah!

5.kalau bini2 kurang cantik ditinggal buah hati pengarang jantung
Laki2 akan kata: jangan sedih, kediaku kan ada..
kalau bini2 kurang cantik ditinggal intan payungnya
Laki2 akan:...(ckp dlm hati: dah tah bida, nda gi pandai beusai. Yatah tu nah)...

6.kalau bini2 cantik penyayang binatang
Laki2 akan cakap: lemah lembut...loving, caring, cute eh
kalau bini2 nda bisai mua penyayang binatang
Laki2 akan cakap: Ceh. Mengada-ngada...

7.kalau bini2 bisai usul mua bawa BMW
Laki2 akan cakap: Liat orangnya jua, HOTTT
kalau bini2 nda bisai usul bawa BMW
Laki2nya akan cakap: nda padan dgn kaki...

8.kalau bini2 lawa nda mau bergambar
Laki2 akan cakap: mesti takut kalau2 gambarnya kana WANTED
kalau bini2 nda lawa nda mau bergambar
Laki2 akan kata: baguslah, nda nyamak...

9.kalau bini2 lawa menuang air ke gelas laki2

Laki2 akan cakap: wah! Kalau jadi pebinian kan bisai
kalau bini2 nda lawa tuang air ke gelas laki2
Laki2 akan cakap: Nuhun liur ku kan minum....

10.kalau bini2 cantik manith bersedih hati

Laki2 akan cakap: jangan kan bahu, arah dadaku pun ko bleh nangis
kalau bini2 kurang manith bersedih hati
Laki2 akan kata: kuat nangis jua eh!! Pengusut! Buruk usul mu dang!

2009-01-23T19:14:00.003+08:00

KEDIAKU PUNYA FAKTAS & HOBIS:

1. Pengusut (Tima kasih pada semua yg sanggup & sudi dikusut oleh kediaku yg mengada-ngada ani XOXO)

2. Dalam my handbag mesti ada u$in, HP+charger, lip balm& tisu kalau bejalan ke mana-mana. PENTING TOH.

3. Mata peniduran tapi baru-baru ani jadi insomniac udah gara-gara ingau results A level

4. Suka benda yg ready made pasal kediaku malas buat sendiri, in other word, kediaku pemalas

5. Suka cuci mata meliat kawaii guys

6. Rabun jauh yatah mun kamu tejumpa kediaku di mana-mana dari jauh teriaki ja nama MAR pasal kediaku bular bukan tuli. *menyindir seseorang*

7. Suka makan pantat ayam (esp yg besalai with madu)*tais liur eh*

8. Suka begambar dgn cara yg aneh-aneh kalau bleh sampai buat mulut org telangap jua meliat

9. Suka kolor mewwah berabis & suka mewwah jambu sikiiiiit ja (my blog ani pink saja2 ja)

10. Last but not least, kediaku suka nyanyi dalam bathroom pasal ada echo yatah batah kediaku shower tu sampai sabun botol basar yg 750 ml bleh abis dlm masa 3 hari. HOHOHO

KEDIAKU TAG 1ST TEN BLOGGERS FROM MY ADVESORIES TREES

HANTU DI DAPUR BEKUNYANYANG

2009-01-23T00:34:00.006+08:00

Results is coming out soon probably at the end of this month or early February. Makin ke jantung & otak eh. Bnarnya malas kediaku kan mikirkan bnarrr plang tapi ntah ah, automatically exists wah di dlm my otak yg dah keriting gara-gara belajar Maths bertahun-tahun ani, mcm siang malam kediaku imagine results A LEVEL tah saja. Kalau boipren yg diingat-ingat ani nda jua apa. Ani ish ish ish, masalah berat wah.

Gara-gara my imaginations yg kdg2 beyond the limit atu, kediaku jdi nda betido lehnya mcm apa ni kata org Brunei, sakit ANGAU ka. Mun dulu jam 1+ yatah yg paling kediaku akhir tdo tpi ani sampai 3,4, 5 am baru mata tu terasa barat kan tdo. Durang mama udh tdo bekuruh-kuruh sdgkan kediaku ngadap TV meliat DVDs & CDs yg mostly balik-balik udah diliat sampai skripnya pun kediaku hafal udah. Mata pun mcm Panda udah, mun kiut mcm panda nda apa. Ani ish ish ish kan kenyit-kenyit mata mengurat org, kena jaling tah ganya. Mata, atu satu kes.

Kes kedua, kediaku jdi hantu mlm beruah-ruah di dapur rumah mengasak parut almaklum stress punya pasal, selera mkn pun step up tah jua. Effectnya kediaku makin sihat, my weight naik & my PP xtra chubby. Tambah tah juling mata org2 yg kan di urat kediaku menjaling sampai kan putih saja anak mata drg ah. Apa jua diri ani kan? Lagi satu, yg spoil komen-komen dari beloved families & frens yg ntah perli atau puji kediaku SIHAT atu membuat my heart & ears on fire. Mcm nda nyaman my ears kan dangar. Kan marah, ndakan sekadar atu jua kan kelaie kan? Senyum dengan garam hati sajalah jawapnya.

Mun malam berjaga atu bedangan bisai jua, ani nda, kediaku sorang tah ganya punduk-punduk self service hibur hati meliat TV: meliat katun krg tawa sorang mcm org gila, meliat ceta horror krg sorang-sorang tutup mata kan dari awal ceta sampai kan abis ceta, ketakutan, pedahan buang karan & tenaga ja, meliat ceta kinta krg kediaku yg ali-ali feeling kejiwa sampai kdg2 bebaldi2 airmata menangis. Kan online mencari dangan mengantu, sapa jua yg kan chat tym org sibuk kaja di kilang menganyam mimpi & membuat taie mata. My cat kan di bawa main, nada ia peduli bisai gi ia belingkar tdo. Salah step tgn di anggusnya.

Sorang-sorang tah ganya kediaku, nada kana layan tetdo plang kediaku akhirnya tapi esoknya bangun akhir, siap kena bagi ceramah oleh penceramah yg tak diundang lagi. Tajuk ceramah free atu selalu repeated gi tu, nada lain pasal anak dara & rezeki . Mun topic ani keluar tym xm A level masari tu bisai eh. Gerenti kediaku tejawap & dpt grade A.

Kediaku bekeraja plang tym cuti ani tapi jarang, mun kana call or msg oleh org RTB baru tah kediaku bertugas. Kaja apa nah? Kerani, penyanyi, pelakon, pembaca berita, DJ, VJ, director apa tah gi, GERENTI BUKAN MY JOB. My job mentranslate English to Malay subtitles utk dramas di RTB 2 ah. Kajanya usulnya sanang tapi tarus tarang atu plang yg kediaku pkir awal2 dulu b4 start kaja tapi upanya payah jua eh. Kediaku kana bagi skrip ganya, dialogues ganya wah so how am I suppose to know what exactly happen in the story. Tau tah kamu English ani complicated sikit bahasanya, kuat nyumpah gi tu, idiomsnya apatah gi flowery hantap kan difahami. For eg: “Oh shit!” Ndakan kediaku kan translate “Oh tahi” tarus2 kan? Lagi “Oh hell no” to “Oh neraka tidak”. Bnyk gi words yg selalu buat confuse tanpa meliat cetanya jadinya kalau kamu yg meliat TV atu, yg tau membaca subtitles saja, jgn tah kan bnyk komplen. Kami akan cuba sedaya upaya improve diri kami. Mun pham bisai, mun kamu org bisai pham tu kamu. Makan masa jualah my job atu, especially utk jalama seperti kediaku yg sometimes blurr & lagging tapi Alhamdulillah so far so good nada bnyk komplen plang nda tau belakang2 ah. Harap-harap ndalah. Hehee

Siuk jualah my job ani. Kediaku kaja dari rumah bukan di ofis RTB ah btw, my supervisor & I send thru email ja. Apa guna INTERNET kan? Bagus plang kaja dari umah, nda buang minyak kreta, nda buang duit mkn di luar tapi yg boringnya nada social interactions & nada new experiences. Kediaku mau jua nambah kwn, sedara & experiences, cuci mata ni biar tambah jelas & luas pemandangan kediaku. Nda jua kediaku jadi penunggu yg menghantui rumah especially di dapur yg tau menalan saja.

Yatah kediaku kan MENCARI KAJA BARU ni tapi nda tau apa yg sesuai, bukan kediaku pemilih tapi kediaku sadar sapa diri ani. Ulah nda betantuan. That day kediaku kan kaja di kadai jadi cashier, ijap jua, mana nda megang usin ah kajar-kajar tah my tgn mengira-ngira.Mun ku punya usin bisai jua, ani sia-sia pun tah saja. Plus, kediaku lagi jenis yg nda penyabar, mun customers cerewet tekena kediaku yg melayan ntah apa ka jadinya, jgn-jgn dahi customer atu ada cap kasut leh ku & kediaku tarus kena fired. Nda cali tu ah. Yatah lau kamu ada tau di mana-mana ada VACANCY sound-sound kan arh kediaku ah. Manatau ngam dgn ulah kediaku yg mengada-ngada ani.

PS: Doakan kejayaan bagi kediaku & my kawan-kawan. Semoga our results bagus & kami dapat further our studies di UNI & reach our aimbitions. AMIN...

Mar so worried...Forget about everything & runaway

2009-01-20T14:01:00.003+08:00

Runaway-Avril Lavigne

Got up on the wrong side of life today, yeah.
Crashed the car & I’m gonna be really late.
My phone doesn’t work cause it’s out of range.
Looks like it’s just one of those kind of days.

You can’t kick me down, I’m already on the ground.
No, you can’t cause you couldn’t catch me anyhow.
Blue skies but the sun isn’t coming out, no.
Today it’s like I’m under a heavy cloud.

And I feel so alive,
I can’t help myself, don’t you realize.

*
I just wanna scream & lose control,
Throw my hands up & let it go,
Forget about everything & runaway, yeah.

I just want to fall & lose myself,
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell,
Forget about everything & runaway, yeah.

So so’s how I’m doing if you’re wondering,
I’m in a fight with the world but I’m winning,
Stay there, come closer it’s at your own risk.
Yeah, you know how it is life can be a bitch.

I feel so alive, I can’t help myself,
don’t you realize.

*repeat

P/S: I'm so worried bout the cumin A level result & lately I've turn from a zZzholic to an insomniac. *sigh* This song helps me to cool down a bit so sing with me please...Though pitching or out of tune. LAYAN SAJA TIA~ >.<

BREAKING THE NEWS-RESULTS CUMIN &...IM GONNA DIE

2009-01-17T21:01:00.004+08:00

After I heard this news from Aina & Haizum that phoned me that morning, I was speechless. I was frozen for a few moments & I felt like I just swallowed a big panadol big as a 50 cent coin & it got stucked in throat & I’m dying to breathe. Realising that soon I’ll die!!!

After I viewed Aina’s blog & she’s preparing some kind of death note containing ways to suicide herself. O! M! G! Even she wrote & prepared for her death. Oh so I think I’m gonna plan mine too.If my result shitty, I’m imagining all the possibility scenes. Not a surprise, I’m dead in every scenes!!!

Scene 1:
I imagined when I receive the paper, I’m dead because of a heart attack.

Scene 2:
I imagined that I’m standing outside the exam department waiting for my turn to get the result when suddenly got stabbed by my Maths sir because I failed his subject very badly & ruined his reputation. Then, I’m bleeding to death!

Scene 3:
I imagined that the people are laughing & jeering at me. I was so embarrassed till all my blood rushed to my head that made my face soooo red & then I’m dead!

Scene 4:
I imagine that I’m too frustrated then decided to hang myself to death in the examination hall. No one cares or try to stop me so I’m dead hanging there. I also imagined that MD has to build new hall bcoz I haunted the building in every exam.

Scene 5:
I’m sitting frustrated in front of the library when my someone offered me, my favourite Ice lemon tea, I drank it till the last drop when it’s too late to realize that it’s poison. I’m poisoned to death because that someone regret having me as his/her fren.

Scene 6:
I imagined that I’m frustrated so my besties tried to chill me by walking me to the mall to treat me DQ ice-cream but otw there I crossed the road carelessly (because my mind shocked & blank) when suddenly a car crashed into me. Dead on the scene.

Scene 7:
I imagined that my mom didn’t say anything to me because of the result. She don’t even mentioned it in front of me then I was tortured by the silent to death.

Scene 8:
I imagined that I’m forced to marry someone that I don’t even know, in other word, total stranger. When I found out that he was the guy I hate the most in this world, I killed mysef by stabbing the ‘Keris’ into my heart. I’m dead.

Scene 9:
I imagined that every failures were kidnapped & forced to participate in the ‘BATTLE ROYALE’ then I was shot to death in the game because my grades were so bad that I was not given any weapon to defense myself.

Scene 10:
I IMAGINED THAT I RETAKE THE EXAM IN JUNE. I STUDY & REVISE LIKE 24-7 HOURS FOR THE EXAM. I STRUGGLE VERY HARD TILL I’M ABLE TO GET GOOD RESULTS AT THE END. THEN I FURTHER MY STUDIES IN UNI, GRADUATE, GET JOB WITH NICE PAY, GET MARRIED WITH MY LOVE, HAS CHILDREN, BECOME GRANNY & DIE OLD AS A HAPPY GRANNY. [ I LOVE THIS SCENE THE MOST- it’s worth to die like this]

PS: LIVE TO THE FULLEST & FOOLEST. XD

I'm not someone's princess YET

2009-01-14T20:55:00.003+08:00

I’m not like Disney’s princesses,

that found their princes & got married soon after they met each other,

because I want to get to know each other better that ever.

I’m not Rapunzel who waited for her prince without showering,

to come & save her on the tower,

because I’m not keeping hair so long & smelly till touch the ground from the top of KLCC.

I’m not Cinderella that lost her shoe,

& just wait for the prince to come bringing her the fragile shoe.

I own shoes & slippers that won’t break with many different colours that I can choose.

I’m also not Snow White that waited for her prince in her sleep,

to come & kiss her suddenly,

because if you do that before the marry thingy,

I’ll slap your face & kick you very hardly.

Hey guys! I'm not the like them.

I’m not a girl who likes to wait,

because I'm easily get bored & grumpy.

I’m a girl who is stingy & moody,

Not like them who always friendly & smiley.

Also not slim & pretty like them,

but I’m chubby & such a cutey.

I’m not like them, not like them.

Not like them because I’m real & they are not.

Once upon a time bla bla bla, love stories can happen anytime.

Life is not story books,

so I guess that’s what I’m trying to say,

to you guys out there.

Once upon a time in MD...my first day in MD as a newbie

2009-01-13T17:21:00.009+08:00

Exam is over & now waiting for the results,
All I have to do is praying for the best & preparing for the worse.
Having a long holiday with no Maths, No Student affair, Hell yeah!
Fun or lame oli, that’s I’ll decide.

Today I’m sitting down alone in my room,
Staring at the MD badges,
Wiping & shining them carefully,
I have a story to reminisce & share.

Feels like just yesterday,
I came as a newbie in MD transferred from my hometown KB,
A week late so I missed the orientation thingy.
Pity me, I knew no one & nobody knew me.
Blurr & alone, so out of space like an orphan Alien.

First day having lunch alone in the dining,

Eating cold spaghetti, that was when I missed KB frens so badly,
Wanted to run & leave immediately,
Oh MD, I’m all alone & it drove me crazy.

Lunch over & headed uphill,
Preparing myself for noon class,
Oh hell, still hungry coz didn’t finish the so not yummy spaghetti.
Wanted to cry so heading for the toilets,
No gender signs, not sure which one is for the ladies.
Don’t give a damn & just decided to enter one of those.

When I was in, it smell weirdly.
Oh MD toilet, you smell so badly.
Funny looking toilet bowls with a smiley,
OMG! It was not the for the ladies.

Don’t really remember which class I entered firstly,

But then I remember on the first lesson for Maths,
I was escorted to class by a Chinese & a Malay,
Not knowing who they were, I acted kiddy.
Till I found out that they were MD's principle with his Deputy,
Oh how fool am I smiling shyly.

My Maths tutor was a Chinese,
He didn’t really smile friendly to me.

Soon after that I saw him smiling but only if I answered his calculations correctly.
But my Maths classmates were so nice & friendly to newbie like me,

Even nowdays, they still are to me.

Switched Chemistry to Business studies,
My tutor was an Australian & he speaks English,
I introduced myself by speaking English or probably Singlish,
Oh thank God that he understood me.

Came in late to Economics,
My tutor was a Chinese lady, she did smile to me surprisingly.
Stood in front & introduced myself to the whole class,
I said I was from KB but someone wrongly heard that I was from Limbang.
Only 5 heroes in my class,
Oh girls are getting more than the boys nowdays, I guess.

My GP class was block A3,
Used to be at noon from 2 to 3,
But on the first day, I got no entry,
Sorry berry strawberry,
I tell no story.

Because my GP used to be at noon,
My PS was two: block 3 & 5,
On the first day, my PS was lonely & lame,
I felt so out of space once again.

At the end of the day, exhausted & busted badly.

Hope for better life in MD for the coming days.

Thanks a lot to all my friends & besties,

Because of you all I survived & had great days in MD.

Now it’s almost 2 years but I still remember,

Not so clearly but I will not forget.

My first day is now part of my memories.

Oh I miss MD right now & I don’t know how badly.